Aaaargh!

Yesterday we were informed at work that my manager is being demoted and next week his replacement starts. Of course, the new boss is someone I don't get along with (to put it mildly). I don't trust him and I'm scared that a job I enjoyed is going to turn into a place I hate. This is the first time I can truly understand how upset my ex was when his good boss was replaced with a tosser he couldn't respect. I'm feeling completely overwhelmed. My defenses were already shattered from the breakup and now this.

coyotes!

A few weeks ago I saw a coyote by the highway. This was very unusual; skunks, foxes, badgers are common around here, but I'd never seen a coyote before. A neighbor has been seeing LOTS of them following the railroad tracks about a mile from my parent's farm. Why are they moving east? Have the west-river ranchers stopped running sheep? Curious...

Hooray for the internet

I confess that plumbing is not my favorite pastime. So much so that I would gladly have a plumber on retainer if I were filthy rich. Imagine how grateful I am for all those helpful websites that guide me (with illustrations!) on pesky little plumbing jobs. Today I removed the popup stopper from the bathroom sink; allowing me to clean it with baking soda and vinegar (yes, green). Now, woosh, down the drain the water flows...not oozes.

thoughts

Why is it supposed to be helpful to talk about your problems? I could tell someone that the guy I loved for the last five years stopped loving me...they could agree that it sucks...and then what? More details? Yes, I saw the signs that he was losing interest...no, I don't know why...no, he didn't say anything. Awkward pause...

And what's with the fade away exit? Why no exit line? I can think of some great ones:
I'm taking a sensitive position and you're a security risk.
I'm bisexual and my boyfriend is jealous.
I won the lottery and I'm not sharing.
I'm bored.

So, I accept that I won't know the whys and get on with everything else that has to be done. I can still be thankful for the good: friends and family who care, a job I enjoy, a home I love, and so many fascinating things to learn and try. I'm feeling more centered now than I have in months. I'm doing fine.

Fog Driving 101

After this morning's fog I thought it's time for a refresher on the basics.

1. Turn your lights on! This day, of all days, you need to be visible. Please.

2. Leave early. Yes, this is for you, young lady. Tailgating and passing when you couldn't see what was coming = stupid. If you can't get yourself out the door early enough to be on time then suck it up and accept that you will be late. There is nothing worth risking your life or the driver of the pickup truck you didn't see. Seriously.

Ice!

There's a sheet of ice covering everything this morning and more accumulating as the freezing rain continues. I'm relieved school was called off because I wasn't looking forward to trying to drive there and I definitely wouldn't let my son drive himself!

No 'snow day' for me when my work comes home in the thumbdrive. grumble

Winter is really here

It could have been much worse, out west river they were dumped on with over 40 inches of snow in one day. Like every year, my initial reaction is a cry of 'I'm not ready!' Brrrr, I was literally not ready when I stepped out into my frigid porch yesterday morning and looked around for my snowboots...I actually expected to have them handy even though I haven't seen them since last winter. I unearthed the trusty boots in the basement and a new season has begun. Ugh. I don't think I've enjoyed winter since I was a kid. The bitter north wind that joined in this morning hasn't helped my attitude!

On a brighter note, I've finally got a working breadmaker! The aroma of freshly baked bread even lured the teen out of his cave (the new Gears of War 2 was holding him captive). Yum.

The work on the kitchen floor continues. Fortunately, I have Tommy ready to pitch in and keep my spot warm while I'm busy elsewhere.